…an introduction

My grade 5 teacher, Mrs Smith, was the first to flatter me and call me a writer. I was never keen on made up stories. What does a pragmatic 10 year old write about if she doesn’t like making stuff up?

Fast forward to first year university. Of course! A writer of truth is a journalist. But news and current affairs didn’t engage my imagination. I shelved the idea and directed my word-love at linguistics instead. I still love that shit! But there’s no income in it.

Clearly, teaching is that thing people do when their skill set doesn’t fit in a box. I didn’t necessarily want kids of my own but I liked kids. Found out I loved teaching literacy and language. But after having a baby at 30, my energy was finite. Mothering smothered all professional aspirations. All that caring is hard emotional work and dammit, I was tired!

My journals moved from pen and paper to online formats, and then I started a blog. I didn’t acquire a large following. The blogosphere was still a baby and social media not even a twinkle in the internet’s eye. But after multiplying myself by three, it was the easiest outlet for my creativity. I had a brief fling with pottery but that requires the patience of a Zen Master (with unstructured free time). Writing personal essay was more forgiving.

After my fourth and final baby I began to take my writing life more seriously. Or maybe it began to take me seriously. Writing became the thing I couldn’t not do. I enrolled in a Masters of Creative Writing but I still wasn’t drawn to writing fiction, or even publishing, so I dropped out – again. Raising four small children isn’t compatible with anything else. One day, I may return to it. Oh, but what’s that? A shiny new idea for a business?

Through my business start-up, I continued to write about my own life and it incrementally became something more. Eventually I discovered I had a book-length story, polished until it glistens, and maybe others will want to read it too?

Now I am middle aged. I’m ready to begin my next project. But what do I do with my opus? It isn’t evergreen enough to linger in a bottom drawer. I am realistic about my chances of being published in our Covid19 economy. I’m exploring self-publishing, but does the world really need another memoir? Do I really want to monetise my art? I just want readers for my stories. I want people to be moved, or changed, or expanded by them. I’ll share excerpts here, and other things that inspire me. Be kind, dear reader. I present to you my heart on this page.

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